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Writer's Block: School Ties

I'm studying Accounting and I do not have a career yet. However, I did do me and my sibling's tax returns, I'm going to do my boyfriend's, and I'm doing two of my sister's coworkers taxes for them for $40 for both.
What is (or was) your college major? Do you use it for your career?

Cosplay thoughts

I put off doing Anbu Kakashi from last year, so I'm definitely going to be trying to do that this year in time for AWA which is September 28-30 this year. Now I'm thinking about possibly adding Sakura onto that =3. But I dunno, that all depends on if I get a job so I can actually have money and buy the material I need. I do have something that if I wanted to go to the AWA ball that could be a classy Sakura, but still, no wig *pouts*. I'll figure something out if I want to do something =].

So excited for starting on that Kakashi cosplay *excited*.

On a noncosplay note, I'm going to be spending the next few days at my boyfriend's new HOUSE. He has his own house now and this is the first time I'll be seeing it =3. I'm so excited *whee!* ^^.

Writer's Block: Friday the 13th

Knocking on wood for whatever reason, and sometimes if I have extra salt in my hand, I'll throw if over my left shoulder. Otherwise, not really. I don't even know why I believe in any of those.

Although I don't walk under ladders, but that's just because I have a fear of things above my head falling on me 0_0.
Do you believe in any superstitions?

Writer's Block: This is a Recording

Agnus Dei - Third Day
When You Look Me In The Eyes - Jonas Brothers
Turn Right - Jonas Brothers
Believe In Me - Demi Lovato
Falling Over Me - Demi Lovato
Broken - Seether ft. Amy Lee
When I Look At You - Miley Cyrus
Obsessed - Miley Cyrus
According To You - Orianthi
You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
1234 - Plain White T's
Stuck Like Glue - Sugarland
Love You Like A Love Song - Selena Gomez
God Gave Me You - Dave Barnes
You're My Best Friend - Queen
Praise You In This Storm - Casting Crowns
Angel - Casting Crowns
I Love You Baby - Pandera

There's probably like a million more songs that I can't remember right now, but yeah, those are the ones that stick out in my mind..
If you were to make an album consisting of only covers, which songs would you pick to sing?

My New Year's Resolutions

I'm being very ambitious this year because I believe I can do it =].
  1. I'm going to get a job that I can actually do and won't be dying in 4 hours. I'm going to look for bank teller and data entry jobs. I think I can find a job this year that will stick around for more than 3 months.
  2. I'm going to draw more, create more. I miss my art. I'll pick it up every now and then, but I want it to be more frequently. My boyfriend encourages me a lot and I'm so thankful that he does. I want to be happier, and art has always made me feel better. I'm going to get better with clay sculpting, even if my arthritis is getting worse and I'm developing osteoporosis. I'm not giving up on my art anymore.
  3. I'm going to create a devotional book. I've been putting that off for -years-, but this year, I think it's time to do so. I've been feeling like God wants me to write a biography of sorts, and I think I found what that feeling was for. I've been through a lot in my short life, and with each life lesson I learned, I want to create a devotional for it for people who may be hurting or falling into a pit that I went through before. I can do this, God can help me. I may also think of making more of a general biography just for advice for those who don't believe in Christ.
  4. I'm going to be healthier. I've been pretty healthy for a bit of last year, but I want to keep getting better. I want to lose more weight, and I want to shoot for my goal weight this year if possible. I want to get down to 150 pounds, which is around the healthy weight for me. I'm not going to push myself because there's a very limited amount of exercise that I can do with all my health issues, but I'm going to eat as healthy as I can on my limited budget from my parents (as I have no money myself).
  5. Get closer and closer to God with Chris. We're doing a devotional together and I hope that one day, we'll be able to make our own to read and do together instead of depending on a website to do one.

I think that's it, but it's a pretty daunting list. I hope that the fire I feel now with it will keep at least a little bit. I can do this, I know I can. 

I hope everyone else is having a good year so far =]. Love you guys!

Writer's Block: Courage under fire

Winning an art contest at age 11-12.

My brother's been encouraging me to try again, and I'm seriously considering it.
What is the accomplishment that you are most proud of?
I'm miserable. That's it, just miserable. There are things bothering me that I wish I could tell Chris but it's his birthday tomorrow, we're going to Savannah the day after, and I'm just.. God there's so much that's bothering me that's been building up for so long, and yet.. I keep my mouth shut because I don't like making him upset. Not that he's horrible or anything, just that I like keeping everyone happy at the expense of my own sanity (usually). Right now though, I'm on my period which makes me so incredibly emotional, and I feel like I could rip off someone's head. Mostly, I feel pain and sadness, but there is some anger and frustration towards Chris and his mom.  Mostly I'm just feeling sad and miserable.. I don't know what to do.

 <-- pretty much sums up how I feel right now.
Who is the most important man in your life?
Easy enough, it's my boyfriend, although my brother definitely is actually a rather close second.
This is going to be somewhat of a weird post ^^*;;.

I'm watching a documentary which is all about emotions and the mind and everything. It mentions Asperger's Syndrome, which one of my close friends has, and about how some people would tease this one boy. I never really noticed that Chris (my friend not my boyfriend xp) had a problem really. To me and others with other 'issues' such as ADD, ADHD, autistic, etc, they're people with their own little quirks. I don't have see why someone would be so cruel as to tease someone to the point where they don't feel like they can be friends with anyone that doesn't have their particular disorder. It made me tear up some and tugged at my heart strings. I want to be able to help, but with my health problems, I'm afraid of how little I could actually do....

Different part of the note..

Does anyone have any good Draco/Hermione fanfiction? I actually don't have any good ones to read.. I read one Draco/Hermione/Harry but I want one that's specifically Draco/Hermione.. Does anyone know of any good fanfiction for that couple and what the couple name is? XD

I need answers..

My best friend is possibly going to be homeless soon.... I have no idea what to do, what to say, anything. I'm praying, but there's nothing I can do at all to really feel like I'm helping. I'm so scared for her. She doesn't deserve this, no one does.. Her family sits by and watches this happen without lifting a finger and us, the friends, can't do much because we don't have a place of our own, and our families are dealing with way too much debt already.. So what do we do in the situation? What can I do for this mess that's she's in? I feel way too unproductive for her.... I can't do anything =/.