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So almost at least once a day or so, I'll get a great idea to write in here.

And then of course, I forget to write it or even check lj. I'm really starting to get more annoyed with my pills. I swear that one of them is interacting with my seizure pills, and I'm not liking it one bit. I may start taking an extra half pill every night now =/. My doctor said that I could take it that way if needed, and right now, it's looking like I really need it. I hate having moments where I just can't remember a thing, and then my anxiety goes haywire because of it. *sighs* but it is better than it once was, so I should be thankful for that. I just don't want to go backwards anymore. I've been out of my thyroid pills for about a month now too, since I need someone to help me order them from my doctor since neither sides can understand the other =/.

Happy news! I'm quite happy with relationships right now. I got to see one of my bestest friends recently while my parents were up in DC, and it was quite a fun day. We walked to Goodwill which is about maybe a mile away? I used to have trouble with walking that much, but it seems like my body is starting to strengthen itself up again =]. My back was kind of killing me, but I made sure to take some Tylenol Arthritis that day. It was great; we talked, we shopped, we just laughed and had fun together. I'm glad I got to see her =].

Boyfriend and I are still doing wonderful. I'm so glad that last week and this week I'm being picked up on Tuesday because I swear, I don't know what's going on with my parents anymore.... I, it's ridiculous some of the demands and 'ideas' they have with me. Thankfully, I know that I have Chris and my siblings to always be there and have my back. It hurts when I feel like my mom is just my monetary supporter, and that my sister and brother are now my parents. It's how it was before, and I guess I just realize more how much they've always been there for me and how much they care. When my mom decided to re-marry and move to GA, my brother was actually rather quick to suggest to say that he would adopt me so I could stay. I really wish I was able to stay down there with them, but at least now, we're back together (fyi, my whole family lives together in one house currently). I'm so glad to be getting close with my brother again. I missed being able to talk with him, and he's such a great guy, really. It makes me wonder why he doesn't have any romantic interests (or if he does, they're being too damn quiet!). He kind of looks like the Ninth Doctor to me, and somewhat acts like him too =P. Emmy, if you ever meet you, you'll have to tell me what you think =3.

I have lots of stuff to say, but a lot of it is just pictures in my head. I need to go read some kakasaku fanfics now because of a certain lj user's tumblr page ;). She knows who she is.


Aug. 9th, 2012 12:28 am (UTC)
Maybe you should have a little notepad to write down things that come to you in the moment? I'm pretty sure there's lots of authors who do that for their writing.

I've done the same for art concept ideas in the past. Sometimes I just forget and then I'm like, ughhhhhhh, it was a great idea. What was it?

Sorry to hear about your latest medical woes. =[

Awesome about your friend. ^^

Awe, about your bro. I swear, it really is always the nice guys who don't have a gf. My bf's friend is super nice. He's really tall and shy. Doesn't go out much to try and meet people and I know he's sad he hasn't found 'the one' yet.

KakaSaku4lyfe <3
Aug. 21st, 2012 03:03 am (UTC)
That's such a great idea! =O I didn't think about that! I'm totally going to do that now. I even have a book that would be perfect for art and such! Thank you!

It's ok. My medical issues have kind of flatlined now. It's not getting worse, but I've made a small improvement by losing about ~10 lbs =].

I missed her so much! She's the one who I stayed with last week during shit storm with my stepdad.

I don't understand =/. He's a great guy, but he looks kind of scary, or so people have said. He's very shy, somewhat autistic, but very, very sweet. But so many people have been cruel to him, so he's very depressed about romance and relationships in general. My brother's really tall too! I don't understand how great guys get passed up....

We need to start like a gang and call us the Silvers and Pinks. Yesss I see it nowww..
Aug. 21st, 2012 05:52 am (UTC)
Cool! I hope the book idea works well!

Grats on losing 10! That's very awesome! ^_^

Yeah, in the end, I think it just depends on how you get to know someone and taking in the opportunities to meet new people. You have to put yourself out there a little to meet new people. I myself am pretty shy, so it's hard for me. I really figured I wouldn't find a long term relationship, but it randomly happened. I know most people feel the same way.

Silvers and Pinks. I like <3
Aug. 21st, 2012 01:35 pm (UTC)
I'm sure it will =3. It'll be useful keeping track of things that I always forget.

I'm so haaaaappy. I still need to lose some more, but I'm on the right track =].

I agree, but it seems like some guys just have it rough. I hate to say it, but people always think my brother looks like someone who's gonna mug you =/. I don't know how to help him, either. He may stop by the anime convention next month (or at least, I'm hoping), and that'd be a nice place to at least make some friends. I didn't think I would find a long-term relationship either! I went LARPing (oh how nerdy I am) and while meeting some new friends that have stayed around, I also met my boyfriend =].

Seriously. I'm going to draw Kakashi and Sakura as gang members with that on their jackets or something. I need to write this down in my awesome book lol.
Aug. 22nd, 2012 02:13 am (UTC)
I have a feeling I'd meet someone at a nerdy thing like cons, so it's worth looking to meet new peeps! They wouldn't be there if they didn't like it too, ya know?

I love the idea of Kakashi and Sakura as gangsters. xD
Aug. 22nd, 2012 02:35 am (UTC)
That's a good way to think! =D I met a really nice guy last year at my con and we've become somewhat good friends now =]. It's the first time that I really met someone at the con, but it was fun! I'm starting to open up more about meeting people now, although it still feels weird to try to talk to people I don't know.

It's so awesome an idea, isn't it? =3 Once I get it drawn, I'll find a way to show you =3.

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